Just Fine

I added a new song to my playlist on my blog by Mary J. B. called Just Fine. This song has been on my ipod forever! I was rearranging music on my playlist that I run to. I added this song because it is so up beat and I love the words. This song is my theme song. While I was running today this song came on and I nearly lost it. The tears started to flow and I almost lost my focus. I had to remind myself that I am............Just Fine. I have to remind myself of this often. My thoughts can be really harsh. Will there ever be a day that I don't feel this dagger in my heart and have to fight with the thoughts that come to mind? OK, OK, enough already...........find that focus................my girls...............hearing their laughter.............having a good day with them............LIVing in the moment.